AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

Ok even though I am in the worse mood possible and absolutly ready to freak out on someone in particular or beat her til I feel better I decided maybe I should do something else. I seen these pictures and laughed my butt off so I thought I would share.

Frustration

I will apologize for this post right off, but I have a ton of frustration and I am not sure quite what to do with it all. But I am trying to figure out why life is so unfair and why little ones always seem to be the ones who are hurt or screwed by the stupid ass mistakes grown ups or so called grown ups make. Why is it that god continues to give innocent helpless babies to people who have no care or concern for anyone but themselves. Then there are a ton of wonderful people who would love and adore babies and they struggle to have them and sometimes never succeed. I guess the point is if you are going to have babies make sure you truly want them that they are not simply a meal ticket or a way out. It is not fair to those innocent babies who deserve more then to be used as a pawn or tool to hurt others. It is absolutely disgusting to me when babies are used rather then loved and adored. I mean how hard is it to bath a baby once a day and make sure they are fed and have the medication that they need. Doesn't seem to be to hard to me. Babies are supposed to smell good and be the center of attention not their selfish parents.Now I am not saying I am the perfect mom I still have my struggles an in fact am way far from perfect as far as parenting goes but I always try to make them first in everything I do and I try not to use them to hurt anyone in fact kids need as many people to love them as they can. It is a hard enough world without making their lives more difficult with stupid DRAMA. Ok so now I feel a little better not much but a little and once again I am sorry but had to get that out somehow.

I stole my baby again today and had him most all day. Definantly not long enough, I wish I could just keep him and I will leave it at that. We had fun as usual. Just an update on him since everyone keeps asking. He is doing great no seizure or other problems since he got home. Thank God for that. Not a whole lot to say or at least not that I feel I should put here. So enjoy the pictures.
Him and his daddy. It is really cute he absolutly loves his daddy. You should have seen his face when his daddy came to pick him up it was so cute. (And his dad looks like a dirt bag but he just got off work.)

Spending Time With My Angel

Well today I got to spend time with my baby just me and him and we had a blast. I gave him a bath as soon as he got here and holy cow that little turd has gotten to where he tries to get away and dressing him was even more fun then bathing. I almost get his diaper on and he turns and crawls away. Then I fed him and rocked him to sleep I love holding a sleeping baby, in fact I held him for 2 hours while he slept. I love him so much and I have to say how thankful I am that the Lord let us keep him. It was such a close call and every time I see his big blue eyes and his cute little smile I almost cry sometimes I do just thinking of what we could have lost.