Thankful Thursday

I am having a rough time with this for some reason. I guess maybe cause I am feeling sorry for myself and I am not sure why. I have a lot to be thankful for and well I guess I just need a good kick in the butt. I guess I am going to have to start with my kids. They make me laugh a lot and I love laughter nothing makes me feel better. They drive me crazy on occasion but usually we are having fun. I am trying to draw this line between being the cool mom and the mom that leads her kids in the right direction. Ashlee keeps telling me I am the coolest mom ever until she gets mad then I totally suck. But I am so glad I have them I am not to sure what else there would be to live for like my babies. I have some funny pictures I will post at the end. Ashlee got a camera for her birthday and she has not let Makayla even touch it. But earlier today Ashlee let her guard down and well can I say it was so funny when I downloaded the pics. You will see what I mean it is hilarious. I also would have to say I am thankful for cool friends who keep me in check. I have some of the best friends a girl could have. I know kind of weird but you know those days when you totally need a shoulder or someone to tell how it is well I have that and there isn't anything that could replace cool friends. This is going to seem really stupid to most people but I am so thankful for the opportunity to learn how to grow new things. Ya I planted flowers at work and they are actually growing. I have also had the chance to learn about the other things that were planted the ones I like the most are the pumpkins they are taking off and it is so cool to watch them grow I cant wait to see if they produce or not but even if they don't I have learned new things and it is way cool to see how much they grow when I haven't been there for a couple of days. I know I am crazy but it is so fun. And for the coolest guy friend a girl could have he is so understanding when I gotta run and he is just really sweet. And I am so excited to do this paramedic stuff it is going to be so cool it is going to be time consuming and well it might change a few things in life but I am excited and thankful for the opportunity to do . K well that is it for now I know not much but that's what ya get for today. Enjoy the pics.

I know she is a huge dork but I laughed my butt off when I downloaded them and when Ashlee seen them the look on her face was so funny.